I relapsed. Mentally, I mean.
I guess that explains my long absence from writing.
I crashed, fell and came full frontal-face planting into “reality” so I did what I do best and hid away from everything.
The year started good, at least I think it did? My mental health has a great way of coming out of stealth mode when I least expect it. Yet, I crashed. I apologise to myself for not running to my blog when things got scary. I just couldn’t anymore. I couldn’t do anything.
I’ve taken myself off social media. I’m sorry to anyone who cares about me for my sudden vanishing act but you see, it was either that went or I did and I have too much to lose out here.
I’m tired but I faught it again. Now I just have to rebuild the pieces once again and try to rebuild whatever fucked up life I had before.
But, for now. I am back and I’ll try to be here more.
Thank you* for being patient with me.
*whoever *you* are – thank you for reading. Things are about to be wonderful.
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